It's YOU I think about when I'm with him. 

I get the feeling you're jealous, that it should have been YOU and not HIM who swept me off my feet. 

Am I worth it? Am I worth fighting for?

Then FIGHT, dammit. Fight for me! 

I enjoy his company and his friendship, but it's YOU that I want. 

I'm afraid that I've been wrong all this time and  you let me get away on purpose. 

I need to see you. 

I need closure so we can go back to being friends. 

Because in the end, I'd rather have you in my life as a friend, than not have you in my life at all. 

I've always cared about you. Did you ever get that feeling that I truly say what I mean and mean what I say. 

But if your feelings for me are deeper than you've let on, tell me so! 

Then court me proper. 

It's all I ask.

--College Grrl

Thought I'd post this here. He doesn't read this blog. Someday, I'll have the courage to give this to him.

I promise to--

1. Be aware of the unique, honored position I have in your life, and regard it with the respect it deserves.
2. Hear you, even if you are telling me things I’d rather you not say.
3. Be willing to disagree with you, when, in my estimation, you are wrong, off target, or unfair in your actions or thinking.
4. Forgive you when you hurt me, even though I will sometimes make it very clear to you how the hurt occurred.
5. Expect the very best of you and applaud your use of all of your skills and talents.
6. Tell you the truth as I see it, as kindly, efficiently, and succinctly as possible.
7. Live my life as purposefully as possible in my daily journey toward fulfilling the deepest, most powerful yearnings of my head and heart.
8. Be generous to you (without giving you money) and be kind to you (without trying to solve your problems).
9. Not inflict my anxiety upon you.
10. Stand on my own two feet without pushing you over.
11. Engage you in necessary conflict that I may love you more powerfully.
12. Speak well of you in every circumstance.